My nightmare begins when I wake up
Woke up this morning with the clock reading 5:37; a little too early for a saturday. My pulse was about twice as fast as it should have been, or so it felt. I knew I needed something to eat drink but I didn't have the energy to get up. I tried to go back to sleep but only managed to for about 30 minutes.
When I woke up, I felt even worse. But then I sneezed and I knew I had to vomit (it always works that way when its not self afflicted). So I managed to stumble to the bathroom. And yeah... methinks it was like pure stomach acid and let me tell you, that does not come up to easily to say the least. O lord it burned! Plus I have a sore throat mmmhmmm not good. It also felt like it was starting to come up my nose it was so violent.
Despite how awful it felt, it did make me feel much better to get that out of my system.
Then I went downstairs to get some nice cold water to help settle my stomach and some trusty Gatorade for a bit more energy.
Then, of course, I went back to sleep.
Sadly, this is not the first time this has happened to me. It also happened the day before my prom last year. I just don't know if it has to do with dehydration or the fact that I took in no calories. All I know is that I really don't want to go through it again.
I have a party to go to tonight but I don't think I'll be up to it. I asked Ryan to come but he is going to be drinking with some friends surprise, surprise. When I asked he responded with an "I'll see" which pretty much means no. I hate it when he gives me a glimmer of hope like that but I know he wont end up coming. I know that he knows a definite answer but why does he have to keep me hanging like this?
gar.
oh well.
i can have fun without him.
right?
When I woke up, I felt even worse. But then I sneezed and I knew I had to vomit (it always works that way when its not self afflicted). So I managed to stumble to the bathroom. And yeah... methinks it was like pure stomach acid and let me tell you, that does not come up to easily to say the least. O lord it burned! Plus I have a sore throat mmmhmmm not good. It also felt like it was starting to come up my nose it was so violent.
Despite how awful it felt, it did make me feel much better to get that out of my system.
Then I went downstairs to get some nice cold water to help settle my stomach and some trusty Gatorade for a bit more energy.
Then, of course, I went back to sleep.
Sadly, this is not the first time this has happened to me. It also happened the day before my prom last year. I just don't know if it has to do with dehydration or the fact that I took in no calories. All I know is that I really don't want to go through it again.
I have a party to go to tonight but I don't think I'll be up to it. I asked Ryan to come but he is going to be drinking with some friends surprise, surprise. When I asked he responded with an "I'll see" which pretty much means no. I hate it when he gives me a glimmer of hope like that but I know he wont end up coming. I know that he knows a definite answer but why does he have to keep me hanging like this?
gar.
oh well.
i can have fun without him.
right?