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You know i realized something today. Im sure its something ive realized before but it is just incredibly disappointing. You can give all your time and love up for a friend, someone you think would do the same for you. Give and take. And it never is; its always their way. I need to stop trusting people with my emotions even as friends, because almost every single person i know is a repeated disappointment. Why is it repeated, why do i let shit like this continue? Why not pay attention to those who really care. You cant please everyone, and i dont think anyone cares if you even make the effort. People are fake and heartless. I cant wait to start over but keep the handful of good people i do know. It will be perfect.