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So im sick as a fuckin dog...
Fever, chills, pukes, aches, swollen head, cant move etc.
This is the first time i could really move all day.
:(
I realized while sitting here these last few days...
i have a huge trust issue with people. People that i probably should open up to and trust i dont.
And those i do make me millions of unfulfilled promises, constantly. I really only have a few friend which i have come to realize recently. Anna, Elliott, Mikey, Kris, the Horehairs. Thats it. There the only ones that are true to me. I havent had any sort of guy in my life for a good year and a half and the last one was a fucking joke. This year has sucked. And im sure the next one will suck twice as hard especially since i get to start it off sitting here sick as fuck in my bed. I hate the holidays, i hate people, i fucking hate this shit.
Fever, chills, pukes, aches, swollen head, cant move etc.
This is the first time i could really move all day.
:(
I realized while sitting here these last few days...
i have a huge trust issue with people. People that i probably should open up to and trust i dont.
And those i do make me millions of unfulfilled promises, constantly. I really only have a few friend which i have come to realize recently. Anna, Elliott, Mikey, Kris, the Horehairs. Thats it. There the only ones that are true to me. I havent had any sort of guy in my life for a good year and a half and the last one was a fucking joke. This year has sucked. And im sure the next one will suck twice as hard especially since i get to start it off sitting here sick as fuck in my bed. I hate the holidays, i hate people, i fucking hate this shit.