answers

Sep 15, 2004 20:15

I think there are some answers. I think that they are maybe not what I hoped they would be but a little comforting nonetheless. I've been feeling as I believe I said "unmoved" lately. Which is weird because I still cry but ... I can't say how I feel, which I am supposed to consider if that is okay.

I think its more than my rituals...which I might get to in a bit here.

It's a desire to label things, fit things into my life, my experience a "what does it all mean" kind of obsession. That may be where the overthinking comes from.

I think I have my own brand of voodoo. I have a couple wards right now the medal, the bracelets. I have tons of rituals, I like patterns, I like symbols and signs. I should see whats all in my bag of tricks.

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