there is nothing new under the sun

[casino_queen]

I haven't posted much of my emotional state lately ... my angst exhausts me and I cringe at past documentation of it but ... in general I have been pretty unhappy; manifesting itself lately as often in anger as despair. My wise friend slomack (I won't bother lj linking her since she never posts) reminded me it is all cyclical and this too shall pass just as happiness passes. The thing is that when I am happy I know I will come down off it but when I am sad I am convinced it will last forever despite all evidence to the contrary ...

not posting privately but disabling comments ... can't bear any pity or reassuring posts :D