Dec 27, 2005 13:04
Well hey
So i feel about 85% better today. yay rah. orry says i still sound like crap...but hey.
Well i had some deff. nutso dreams. Shall i explain one? ok. so im walking around this indoor pool, and cale is in the water and decides to pull me in. Meanwhile i have my purse with my phone in it with me. So my phone gets ruined and i like cuss at cale really loud. and then this really gorgeous guy walks by and helps me out and asks me to watch this movie type thing with him. so we leave and go to this house and he disappears and this lady walks in to watch it with me. the next thing i know im in the movie with the lady. like im in this lake and these fake animals are talking to me. then im out of the movie and walking down the stairs of the house and the guy shows up again and smiles at me and then dane walks by. and then i wake up. im like whoa.
So yeah..lol how odd? Welp i got up because the phone was ringing. and it was nana. sheesh im not kiddint she always calls and wakes me up! goodness. But then i go and watch tv and i turn it to MTV and its True Life. and this episode was about ppl with OCD.(obsessive compulsive disorder) OH MY GOSH. those ppl do some really weird things. and i felt horrible for them b/c its like they know that they do this weird stuff and they dont want to do it. When they are in the middle of doing some odd ritual, they like get mad at themselves. wow it was really crazy. Like one girl has a fear of her mom dieing so she does all these rituals like praying all the time, kissing her bible and turning it over before she goes to sleep and making sure everyhting is in place...like a sever case of perfectionism. and as a part of her treatment to get over this fear a resolve all the ritualism, she had to witness her mom having her thyroides tested, which meant she had to have blood taken from her. and this girl was like almost in tears, then she had to have a fake funeral for her mom. but shes all good now. no more fear or rituals. i was proud of her. lol.
Thats basically what my day has consisted of. Oh and i watched the discovery chanel. i really like that chanel. makes me feel smart!
Well i think its bout time that i take a darn shower. Although dad has confined me to the house until i kick this cold. sniffle.
Ok well uhm thanks for reading me.
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