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Good move, Universe.
Was not expecting that much passion.
Everything with her has been new and fresh, including this.
She is such a woman. Not a girl.
but Gods we felt like teenagers for a few hours.
Just on the edge of control, just barely able to keep our clothes on, our passion in check.
I am growing into love. Not falling.
It is SO much better this way,
We found our fill, we finally sated the beast of passion, and then something else happened.
We started talking. I started looking at her.
Where the hell have you been? How do I know you so well?
Hers is the face I've seen in my dreams.
Every part of her fits me. Mind, Body and Soul.
That.. I have not experienced. Not like this.
She's MATURE, she's responsible, independent, strong. She knows what matters.
She's passionate and just incredibly talented. Her art strikes chords with my very soul.
This girl, the English girl, a chance meeting ten years ago. This is something special
This is something worth doing right.
Old me would be finding some way to see her every day. Old me would have told her I love her by now.
Would be calling her my girlfriend.
That's not how I want to proceed now. I want to chisel out a strong foundation with her, forge a strong friendship with her.
Patience now could lead to happiness for the rest of my life. That has to be worth it.
If it doesn't, that's alright too. I've found a soul mate. She connects with me on levels a very few people have: Ben, Kyle.
She shows me things, things I haven't seen, haven't really looked at before.
The way she sees the world is similar to mine in some ways, but so different and so beautiful in others.
The things she says sometimes take my breath away.
That has NEVER happened before.
I'm so excited for what this part of my life has in store. I'm so excited to get to know her better.
I'm at the very start of something wonderful. I will do this right this time. I will not lose sight of myself.
I will not lose sight of love.
Thank you.
Was not expecting that much passion.
Everything with her has been new and fresh, including this.
She is such a woman. Not a girl.
but Gods we felt like teenagers for a few hours.
Just on the edge of control, just barely able to keep our clothes on, our passion in check.
I am growing into love. Not falling.
It is SO much better this way,
We found our fill, we finally sated the beast of passion, and then something else happened.
We started talking. I started looking at her.
Where the hell have you been? How do I know you so well?
Hers is the face I've seen in my dreams.
Every part of her fits me. Mind, Body and Soul.
That.. I have not experienced. Not like this.
She's MATURE, she's responsible, independent, strong. She knows what matters.
She's passionate and just incredibly talented. Her art strikes chords with my very soul.
This girl, the English girl, a chance meeting ten years ago. This is something special
This is something worth doing right.
Old me would be finding some way to see her every day. Old me would have told her I love her by now.
Would be calling her my girlfriend.
That's not how I want to proceed now. I want to chisel out a strong foundation with her, forge a strong friendship with her.
Patience now could lead to happiness for the rest of my life. That has to be worth it.
If it doesn't, that's alright too. I've found a soul mate. She connects with me on levels a very few people have: Ben, Kyle.
She shows me things, things I haven't seen, haven't really looked at before.
The way she sees the world is similar to mine in some ways, but so different and so beautiful in others.
The things she says sometimes take my breath away.
That has NEVER happened before.
I'm so excited for what this part of my life has in store. I'm so excited to get to know her better.
I'm at the very start of something wonderful. I will do this right this time. I will not lose sight of myself.
I will not lose sight of love.
Thank you.