god damn batman, god damn.
So Greg and I are still on an official "break"
Since Sunday night.
I'm officially depressed, as all get-out.
I can't seem to find anything to do,
That will keep my thoughts from rushing to him.
Its become extremely pathetic,
And quite obnoxious, I'm sure.
I guess I'm in a limbo,
Of sorts.
I told him it was up to him to call me,
When he felt it has been long enough,
And that would mean the break was over.
But its...Friday morning.
I miss him terribly.
I keep talking to Steve,
As if thats going to make Greg realize I miss him.
I miss him so much it hurts.
I know people say that all the time,
"I miss him so much it hurts"
But its actually possible.
I'm not sure if you guys are aware,
That its possible to miss someone so much,
That it physically hurts you to think about them,
But you can't stop thinking about them,
Which in turn has you feeling all sorts of hurting all the time.
And I keep getting on myspace and there he is,
All over the god damn place.
I keep checking his page to make sure he's still
"In A Relationship"
I had this horrible dream last night.
I dreamt that I texted him,
Just to say I missed him and I loved him.
And he texted me back,
Telling me that it was over between us.
That the space made him realize that he didn't really want to be with me,
He was just with me cause I talked him into it
Which I suppose I sort of did.
How horrible is that?
I'm such a bad person.
I don't know what to do.
I feel so sick.
I'm rambling...
I'm going to go.
If you read this, know that I love you
So much more than words could ever describe.
You are the love of my life.
And i'm willing to wait for you.
...I don't know what i'm doing without you...
...I'm falling apart without you...
♥ ♥ ♥
Since Sunday night.
I'm officially depressed, as all get-out.
I can't seem to find anything to do,
That will keep my thoughts from rushing to him.
Its become extremely pathetic,
And quite obnoxious, I'm sure.
I guess I'm in a limbo,
Of sorts.
I told him it was up to him to call me,
When he felt it has been long enough,
And that would mean the break was over.
But its...Friday morning.
I miss him terribly.
I keep talking to Steve,
As if thats going to make Greg realize I miss him.
I miss him so much it hurts.
I know people say that all the time,
"I miss him so much it hurts"
But its actually possible.
I'm not sure if you guys are aware,
That its possible to miss someone so much,
That it physically hurts you to think about them,
But you can't stop thinking about them,
Which in turn has you feeling all sorts of hurting all the time.
And I keep getting on myspace and there he is,
All over the god damn place.
I keep checking his page to make sure he's still
"In A Relationship"
I had this horrible dream last night.
I dreamt that I texted him,
Just to say I missed him and I loved him.
And he texted me back,
Telling me that it was over between us.
That the space made him realize that he didn't really want to be with me,
He was just with me cause I talked him into it
Which I suppose I sort of did.
How horrible is that?
I'm such a bad person.
I don't know what to do.
I feel so sick.
I'm rambling...
I'm going to go.
If you read this, know that I love you
So much more than words could ever describe.
You are the love of my life.
And i'm willing to wait for you.
...I don't know what i'm doing without you...
...I'm falling apart without you...
♥ ♥ ♥