goddess help me

[carve_me_a_star]

could tonight get any worse
i thought taking a break was a good idea
but this is the one night i need him
and i can't call him
cause i told him we needed a break
or he told me
we agreed
god damn you for being so fucking stupid
and then getting online
and talking to zack
and crying like a little bitch
and then calling zack
because he was acting all suicidal
and you knew it was all just an act
but you had to cover your ass
and sit on the phone with him
crying like a little bitch
because thats what you are
a little bitch
a whiny little teary eyed bitch
funny thing was
he thought you were crying so had you couldn't speak
because of your feelings for him
but now he knows, doesn't he
its cause of your feelings for greg
because i think i'd die without him
i think i'm dying without him
and with the tears, once again.
oh my god.
i think i'm dying without him.

why do you listen to yourself?
you know you make bad choices.
greg has always been right.
why don't you listen to him?
Right, because you're an idiot.
bloody brilliant.

...Baby, you make me feel alive...
.i.love.you.