May 19, 2006 23:34
okay so i just got home from work...another day another dollar. work is work and im just ready to get back to school and stuff. i cant wait to start the fire academy and all that stuff. things with josh are good. i love him with all my heart and times get hard but i love him and thats teh bottom line. So tomorrow is his grad. and all that stuff. kinda happy bc it starts a new chapter for us and stuff. he has to start thinking for himself and not what his parents want so much now. but life is good. I know im lucky to have josh in my lifer, the past few weeks have been hard yet good. its easy to fall into the role of life isnt fair and not do anything but cry all the time. i did it for a day and realized that it didnt help me at all. so something thats are good that happen to me:
+ josh and i are doing good
+josh is grad. the 20th
+ Fire academy
+ work is going good
+ mikey and i had a very good talk today about life and relationship
+ I stood up for myself ,josh ,kayla to my mom.
+ and i told someone how much they mean to me today.
+ had a fight/josh realizing thing happen tonight. and its still not over yet he is on his way here right now. so that could go good or bad still. lol but its always good when he is here with me.
+ and im off tomorrow so thats gets two ++ more.
NITE NITE ALLL