so let go . .
Carter walked home in the rain, too lazy to call a cab, and he needed time to think, anyway. About Alex and Elle and all of the girls and relationships he had fucked up and tried to put back together. He reached his building after a fifteen minute or so walk and jogged up the stairs. Realizing no one was home, surprisingly, he glanced at the back of the door and noticed a note. Carter, it read, I'm taking Maya back to rehab. Lindsay called. Don't forget to send the.. payment. Love, Mom.
He sighed. Custody money due. It was extremely sad and depressing to know that he had a 6-month-old kid that he never saw and probably wouldn't, ever. Cumcumber was not going to have a very good childhood. He turned on his computer and opened a new entry.
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things have been weird. elle told me to get the fuck out of her life, so i kind of hooked up with her enemy, rave. she was a sweetheart and very hot, but i'm still in love with elle. i don't know if i'm going to try and win her back or not. i don't think she wants me. on the bright side, alex and i are rebuilding our relationship. i'm ready to move past the drama and get back to my life! anyone want to go out? call me. even if i don't know you, really.
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He decided to get something to eat, so he turned off his computer in search of a snack.