久しぶりです...
Yeah more than 3 months ago......hmmmm loong time.....
Honestly im tired. Really tired. I do have no energy....no life energy is really ZERO. There is no recreational facilities.....Working and then go home ..cleaning, washing, cooking this is my life just like an old woman. Im so tired. I really waiting the END. I never want to reborn in this world again. Honestly. No reasons for reborn in this world. No family, no friends, no have really love.
Long ago I would have given my life for my friends if they would have been in trouble. Now they are forget me. Maybe this is my fault or i don't know. Did I ever had a friend who had for me? Hmmm I know now i have never real friends. Maybe because i have never real family. This life is a lie. They never told me the truth.
GACKT-san i really want to meet you!
Honestly im tired. Really tired. I do have no energy....no life energy is really ZERO. There is no recreational facilities.....Working and then go home ..cleaning, washing, cooking this is my life just like an old woman. Im so tired. I really waiting the END. I never want to reborn in this world again. Honestly. No reasons for reborn in this world. No family, no friends, no have really love.
Long ago I would have given my life for my friends if they would have been in trouble. Now they are forget me. Maybe this is my fault or i don't know. Did I ever had a friend who had for me? Hmmm I know now i have never real friends. Maybe because i have never real family. This life is a lie. They never told me the truth.
GACKT-san i really want to meet you!