Jun 05, 2013 17:32
Honestly I'm not stressfull, but I'm sad and is getting into depression.
And again Raining. Shit....this weather make me really bad mood.
I really want to go outside and i want to gardening but *sigh* it impossible. Arleady 2013.06.05. and need to heat my house.
Always in my room and i can't do nothing......i try to make fansub and karaoke but honesly Hungarian fandom not thanks anything....I working alone so hard and the results in nothing.....
If they disappear from this world I do not think anyone is looking for me....maybe my cat's because need to feed her XD
Sometimes i thinking about what is the family? Hmmm I never have real family.....i don't know who is my fater and only 3-4 times I met my mother.....and i don't know about my brothers and my sis.
Hmmm nevermind.
This year, my boyfriend decided that we take a fix our house. But in this fucking weather we can't do nothing!
Ah seriously my house will be broke....
This house was built in 1890. It's never been renovated. And in the Second World War a bomb exploded in my back yard....my garden lies much deeper than the other garden areas.....
We always try our best....but we have no money lol.....but this is not funny.
This weaher not good to my house....once we will be homeless......*mygosh*
Now i work on Koakuma Heaven karaoke. I hope my effect will be okay XD
depressed,
everyday in english language