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i'm so angry right now.
no, scratch that.
i'm so flustered right now. i can't take it. ughh. i hate working, i have working late. and i have not spending any time (it seems like) with you. i hate it i hate it i hate it.
and i hate the fact that i get so grumpy and crabby over the stupid-est things.
and i hate the fact that i'm completely worn out and that this happens to me me about once a week. where i just break down and start crying because i'm so worn out i don't know what to do. i probably should be in bed right now.
NUTS.
i really really want to call someone and just bitch but i won't because, i will hold it in or just let it out in tears of tiredness. oh yes that's brilliant. to cry. to cry before i have to wake up at fucking 4 am and go work a 7 hour shift.
brilliant.
no, scratch that.
i'm so flustered right now. i can't take it. ughh. i hate working, i have working late. and i have not spending any time (it seems like) with you. i hate it i hate it i hate it.
and i hate the fact that i get so grumpy and crabby over the stupid-est things.
and i hate the fact that i'm completely worn out and that this happens to me me about once a week. where i just break down and start crying because i'm so worn out i don't know what to do. i probably should be in bed right now.
NUTS.
i really really want to call someone and just bitch but i won't because, i will hold it in or just let it out in tears of tiredness. oh yes that's brilliant. to cry. to cry before i have to wake up at fucking 4 am and go work a 7 hour shift.
brilliant.