Jan 21, 2005 10:32
this is the only time i ever have to type in my lj.
when i have new classes after next week it will be hard to find the time to get online.
sigh...dont miss me too much.
anywho, life is good...i wake up pretty early every morning and go to bed at a reasonable time every night...my only problem is that im really fatigued all the time (from smoking pot constantly) but even that isnt so bad. jess is always with me and that makes my life freakin awesome. i've never loved someone so purely and so much. he told me that i was the girl he'd always dreamed about...
seeing the words makes my heard skip a beat.
i told him that sometimes when i look at him i feel like my heart's gonna burst b/c i love him so much. one of these times it will happen. i couldnt die happier than when im gazing into his beautiful eyes...
i want everyone in the world to meet their perfect someone and be painfully happy like i am all the time. even when im sad im happy. its incredible.
COLLEEN!!! today jess is gonna buy that dresdin dolls cd that you had me listen to. he loved them and im excited to get to listen to them more. colleen, you're so awesome and amazing...im so glad to have you as a friend and as a musical influence!! i love you!!
i went home and hung out with my mom for a while yesterday...that was fun. she was on the phone for most of the time but i made cookies and chatted with her about random things...she's the best at that. tomorrow me and jess are gonna go hang out with happy at my house. i dunno...im sort of thinking now that we'll just go pick hap up and have him chill at my place. my parent's house is cool but my house is way cooler!!
ugh...jan 29th is gonna be such a day for me!! solo and ensemble is that day and im in two songs with a group: a french song w/ synergy (that we're still learning) and a french song from last year (w/ a few seniors in synergy). it will be fun to compete but i dont know where the performance is or what time its at. hopefully its in the morning b/c that night the DON HUXTABLE PROJECT will be in a BATTLE OF THE BANDS CONTEST at the MOOSE LODGE. our band isnt really ready for that night either but we have enough old material to be able to play a set or whatever. if we win that battle we go on to regionals in some big city (i think vancouver bc?) and we have the possibility of winning recording time and a record deal i believe. the performance will probably be at night so im not too worried about it interfering with the solo & ensemble performance.
however-
the bad news: otep is playing in seattle on jan 29th also. sigh. i want to see that chick sing live. i love to watch chicks sound all hardcore and scream and stuff...metal is so awesome. but if the band is playing that night and im singing with the chior that day then im totally booked.
why cant otep be the next weekend?
mother fuckin shitty cock n balls. (hahaha...ewwww...hahaha)
"im gonna fuck you balls deep bitch!!"