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hm. i copied my whole post, switched to rich, and it won't paste. bummer. i'll start over.
aaron and i had ice cream outside today. it was great cuz it didn't melt, and it's now one of my favorite ways to make the cold a lot more bearable.
our house is for sale. the new loan is too much and we can't make the payments, so everyone should come visit me and say good bye to my house.
i hate my dad. he basically won't pay for me to go to school, won't give me documents i need to fill out FAFSA, but yells at me when i can't pay for it all by myself. did i mention that i'm forced to pay rent now too? mmhm. i can't wait for him to go back to Cali. i feel mean, but i mean it. i was happy while he was gone, i was nervous when i found out he was coming back, and i've been miserable since his return.
i wanna go full time and move downtown at the bank. i've been screwed over too much at that branch. i work 35 hours a week but God forbid i get paid like a full timer and just work 40. but when i ask for a normal pt schedule so i can go to school they say no cuz it's too much like IdiotBoy's schedule. (btw, that's the new kid. he's stupid. i hope he gets fired. i call him IdiotBoy, and so does everyone else on his days off.) but guess what the NEW girl's schedule is? not SIMILAR to his, like mine would have been, but down right exact. so who's schedule got screwed up royally? mine. yea, i'm a little peeved.
i just read my favotie book for the 3rd time. i also finally finished Otherland a while ago. it took me almost three years between other books and school and work and such, but i wanted to cry at the end cuz i miss reading it. what's your favorite book? maybe i'll read that next.
meh, i should wrap things up.
i want to be challenged artistically. i wish i was in school.