Holding on to feel the same
Yeah its been awhile...... mm things have been ok I guess I stopped going to counceling idk it was really bothering me I went to like 4 of the sessions then I stopped like idk at first i thought it was really really really great... but then It just like got to me I mean I'm sitting here dumping my problems on someone who doesnt even know me I mean I have a hard time telling the people closest to me whats up let alone some total stranger who's only doing because i'm paying her 30 bucks a hour but thats ok... cuz i aint doing that shit no more.... Yeah I was doing really good on keeping clean like I havent smoked cigs in almost 6 months I was doing good on the other stuff to until the night of the homecoming game then Dan, Stacie's new boyfriend shows up with some stuff and that day had been really shitty and my mom was getting to me and my job and everything just played against my ability to resist... but o well I dont think I regret it either I felt great the rest of that night..
mmhmmm so yeah I've got this awesome new girlfriend her name is Kim Kennedy and she goes to Kimball, shes really .... I dont even know how to describe her she just is shes always there for me and she always knows the right thing to say ..... but you all know me I'm a dip shit and put her through hell all the time but shes so great she doesnt even mind my stupidity. I'm really trying I swear I am anyway I love her and I hope she knows it... I dont really know how else to explain her shes like deeper even than melanie and shes got this crazy sence of understanding that she tries to hide all the time but I know...... she intimidates me I guess its spending so much time under the bright lights of royal oak but shes hardened and street smart and she understand God knows she understands.... I love her ... I swear I do
Upcoming awesome things to look forward to.......... October 21st I'm going to the Nintendo Fusion tour feat.. Lost Prohpets, Story of the Year, My Chemical Romance and The Killers .......... Nov. 7 I'm going to see Taking Back Sunday, Atreyu, and someone else i forgot........ I was gonna go see Sugarcult Greenday and Newfound Glory but idk i really dont feel like intruding on people but you know how that goes and it goes and goes.... but o well idk
Another thing me and steve havent talked in like forever I havent even talked to him since warped tour i dont know why same thing with me and ben ever since we went camping he gives me this werid feeling when i'm around him he just fucks with my head i dont know why he just does...... o well everyones distant and i'm diffrent but thats ok...... the beat goes on and on and on anyway i'm out cuz i'm bout to go to work
COMMMENT YO'S
mmhmmm so yeah I've got this awesome new girlfriend her name is Kim Kennedy and she goes to Kimball, shes really .... I dont even know how to describe her she just is shes always there for me and she always knows the right thing to say ..... but you all know me I'm a dip shit and put her through hell all the time but shes so great she doesnt even mind my stupidity. I'm really trying I swear I am anyway I love her and I hope she knows it... I dont really know how else to explain her shes like deeper even than melanie and shes got this crazy sence of understanding that she tries to hide all the time but I know...... she intimidates me I guess its spending so much time under the bright lights of royal oak but shes hardened and street smart and she understand God knows she understands.... I love her ... I swear I do
Upcoming awesome things to look forward to.......... October 21st I'm going to the Nintendo Fusion tour feat.. Lost Prohpets, Story of the Year, My Chemical Romance and The Killers .......... Nov. 7 I'm going to see Taking Back Sunday, Atreyu, and someone else i forgot........ I was gonna go see Sugarcult Greenday and Newfound Glory but idk i really dont feel like intruding on people but you know how that goes and it goes and goes.... but o well idk
Another thing me and steve havent talked in like forever I havent even talked to him since warped tour i dont know why same thing with me and ben ever since we went camping he gives me this werid feeling when i'm around him he just fucks with my head i dont know why he just does...... o well everyones distant and i'm diffrent but thats ok...... the beat goes on and on and on anyway i'm out cuz i'm bout to go to work
COMMMENT YO'S