I'm jaded now...... whatever that means
What the hell happened. This summer has been out of control. For so long I thought I had control of everything in my life and I didnt have anything to worry about..... wow was I fucking wrong. I'm really scared about everything now my habits have gone just a tad bit overboard and there really starting to scare me. I started seening a councelor about it yesterday, and I really like her, her name is Mrs. Centaruse and shes a very smart lady. Today I also went to a AA meeting and just listening to peoples storys were just the most scary thing I've ever heard, but they were really nice and very supportive of me. My parents are still fighting like bitches I think its gonna end soon I dont know who I'll end up going with but I'm sure in the end it will all work out. I really wish that I could see Mrs. Centaruse everyday but mom says that we cant afford that right now.
Latley idk how I feel, I kinda just feel empty you know like almost non-existant, I work, go to the bank, sometimes stop and get a coffee, then I go to the warren rec-center everyday and swim a few laps in there awesome pool, It really helps calm my nerves down its almost like smoking its really great and Mrs. Centaruse says that its a great and healthy stress reliever. I've aslo been drinking an unusually large amount of water latley I dont know why but for some reason I just cant stop drinking it, Mrs. Centaruse says thats great for you as well anyway I dont know I'm really trying hard to clean up my life and I'm excited for the school year to start because I really wanna change this year alot. I am definalty dropping all my habits and i'm gonna stick with it this time and I think i'm gonna start going to counceling regularly soon I just gotta talk to my mom about it hopefully shes gonna let me anyway I'm tired so i'm going to sleep leave me some comments
Latley idk how I feel, I kinda just feel empty you know like almost non-existant, I work, go to the bank, sometimes stop and get a coffee, then I go to the warren rec-center everyday and swim a few laps in there awesome pool, It really helps calm my nerves down its almost like smoking its really great and Mrs. Centaruse says that its a great and healthy stress reliever. I've aslo been drinking an unusually large amount of water latley I dont know why but for some reason I just cant stop drinking it, Mrs. Centaruse says thats great for you as well anyway I dont know I'm really trying hard to clean up my life and I'm excited for the school year to start because I really wanna change this year alot. I am definalty dropping all my habits and i'm gonna stick with it this time and I think i'm gonna start going to counceling regularly soon I just gotta talk to my mom about it hopefully shes gonna let me anyway I'm tired so i'm going to sleep leave me some comments