Ever on and on I continue circling with nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free... Aramat is picking her beloved oleander flowers in the gardens, she knows that they will wither and die soon because of the fall weather and the upcoming winter, so she's picking all she can. Still, she can't help but cry for some strange reason.
This happens every year, it really makes no sense to cry. Then again, she has done a lot of things that don't really make sense, including going outside in a light, near camisole of a dress with little to no undergarments at all, with bare feet in the autumn chill. She's not even wearing gloves or bandages. So all of Aramat's scars are there, out in the open for everyone to see. She looks even more frail, and delicate than usual and it's very clear that this woman is quite... off.
The only vestige left of 'normality' she has left right now is her omnipresent chestnut brown, messy, birds nest of hair. (Which does actually serve a purpose other than making her look disheveled, it hides small knives. Paranoid woman is still paranoid, even in strange moments like these.) She shivers a bit.
She then sniffles a bit, and lies down in the grass, sometimes she wishes she was the flowers. She can die in the cold with them.
If I make another move, if I take another step
Then it all would fall apart. There'd be nothing of me left...
If I opened up my eyes there'd be no more going back
'Cause I'd throw it all away, and it all would fade to black
OOC: Here's a halfway crazy Aramat for your pleasure. Since she is rather... off right now, she'll react in various, (read: unpredictable) manner towards your puppets. (It could be anything from quirky niceness, apathy, woobieliciousness, she might even try to kill you! Ya never know with her right now! ^_^) The lyrics are from "Bad Apple" from the Touhou Series. (Again.) English is the first paragraph, Japanese is the second.