So it really has been awhile....
So I feel that I have so much to write since there has been this time where I have not written maybe not so for obvious reasons. Well I have gotten thru an inspiration week that was filled with positives and its negative. I am so thankful that I have people to keep me sane on those Special days.
This has seemed to be hell weeks the last couple of weeks. I have had a crapppy month. This month really sucks. Too mnuch wrong has happened this month and yet it seems there is no end. I twisted the other ankle at work this past monday, and I am going fu**ing nuts here at school, but I am so afraid to say why. Tomorrow I get to go to a BBQ which will be one of the high lights of my week.
I miss back in the days where Jewel's music influenced me to write free poetry that had no sense to it. But hey, its where I really find peace. At least i was truly happy here or at least it kept my mind off things. Yep things that I have put in my past and hate revisiting.
There is so much that could be said but if I really say what I mean then all things get stupid and crazy and I feel that there are so many things that are never said so why are we so contradictional when we are really saying we are honest. Aren't we all true liars?
Maybe my randomness is just coming out, but hey that's life right?
I am about to start somne laundry. Good luck to me.
This has seemed to be hell weeks the last couple of weeks. I have had a crapppy month. This month really sucks. Too mnuch wrong has happened this month and yet it seems there is no end. I twisted the other ankle at work this past monday, and I am going fu**ing nuts here at school, but I am so afraid to say why. Tomorrow I get to go to a BBQ which will be one of the high lights of my week.
I miss back in the days where Jewel's music influenced me to write free poetry that had no sense to it. But hey, its where I really find peace. At least i was truly happy here or at least it kept my mind off things. Yep things that I have put in my past and hate revisiting.
There is so much that could be said but if I really say what I mean then all things get stupid and crazy and I feel that there are so many things that are never said so why are we so contradictional when we are really saying we are honest. Aren't we all true liars?
Maybe my randomness is just coming out, but hey that's life right?
I am about to start somne laundry. Good luck to me.