Oh mother
My Mum is so toxic and deluded. Talking about how we're both short tempered with each other and I mention how she's the one who gets poisonous and personal. Ivan think of so many hurtful things she's said to me without provocation that all there is now is a giant lump in my throat and years blurring my vision, instead of words. How can she say that? And not long after making a comment about my weight and last night saying cutting things to me about Rich and very recently my studying was under fire and my orthodontist suggesting my teeth haven't moved to plan was immediately my fault.
She doesn't see how hurtful she is but only remembers when I've been "nasty", and even just then, tells me that the idea of me being patient and organized and tidier than I am at home is too far of a stretch for her o believe.
She must think I'm a fat, lazy, slob with no potential because that's the way she talks to me. Great way to make your kids feel valued.
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