Dismantle me
There are three guys that can completely dismantle me, that have the complete upper hand with me. Two of them are younger (although one by only 18 months) and I don't understand how they affect me so much, the other I care not to think about in general. That kind of person that you drop everything for and mumble your words for, try to impress and for whom your stomach flips when they text you.
How come I don't feel like that about people I can actually have? Or want to have, really. I know that nothing with any of them would result in a lasting relationship and right now I don't want one but the two younger ones are completely throwing me off.
So I shall just ignore feelings, wash them away with scotch and they will go away do I can concentrate on Uni, right?
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