lifers

Aug 11, 2007 19:46


Here's how my life is
it hurts, its raw and it still manages to be fucking dull
soo...
i'm sick of everything around me i just wwant to hold me breath and make it all go away
and in this breath 
which i've been holding for fucking ever
i'm getting stuck in this cycle
this cycle i would fucking kill my friends for getting into
the cycle i have scrutinized and judged one of my friends for getting int
and it's not about fucking love
i hate love
im back to not believing in it
there are just too many degrees of feelings out there for an all powerful love to dictate our goals 
im totally just fucking myself over this is going to hurt so bad i can see it coming
i'm just so pissed at everything and everyone
and this guy just makes it too fucking easy... wtf
i hate newmarket and i can't fucking wait to get away

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