this is me in a nuthshell
Random things about you
I love books about serial killers and entertainment magazine. I watch the history channel. I think John Malkovich is terribly attractive. I twirl my hair like crazy when I am nervous, telling a story, or excited. Sometimes I think calculus is fun. I almost died of Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever when I was 10. If I have a son I want to name him Lex. Feet bother me. I still listen to the Hanson Christmas cd. I buy around 2 cds a week. I do not enjoy playing in the snow. I want to go to Rome. I cry when I'm alone, and I DIE if people see me cry.
Things you do everyday
read. ponder over why I'm not the girl of someone's dreams. make some sort of random pop culture refrence that no one in my family gets. play on the internet. study. floss. wish I was somewhere else with someone else.
Things you have learned from life
you will grow apart from some of your friends. just because your parents have an opinion you don't have to share it. you can only do your best (and sometimes it's just not good enough). some boys and girls will lie. music can make things better. changing for someone never works. you can fall in love with someone a lot easier than you can fall out of love with them. sometimes you'll get left out.
Foods you dislike
maple syrup. sweet tea. green beans. grits. steak/ribs. hot wings. gummy bears. jelly beans. candy corn. coffee (or any hot drink). spagetti. pickles when on hamburgers. oranges. watermelon. marshmellows. any soft drink that isn't coke. chocolate milk. salt and vinegar chips.
Random things you have never done
gotten drunk. tumbled well at a cheerleading competition. been to Europe. gotten a ticket. gone to a pro/college football game. seen Citizen Kane (AFI's number one movie of all time). been madly in love with someone who felt the same way. bought anything from Abercrombie and Fitch. bought a lottery ticket. smoked.
Things that make you smile
a good book. people who can talk to me about music and books. getting mail. making an A. watching Gilmore Girls. singing stupid songs with my brother. buying clothes. cute boys. words that sound cool (like my all time favorite word malicious). fall days. dressing up at halloween. the year without a Santa Clause. Christmas trees. talking about all the stuff we used to do. seeing someone I miss. knowing someone is proud of me. confidence. ears. barnes and noble. Harry Potter previews. sitting at home on Saturday nights to watch SNL. getting compliments. having a crush.
Things you don't want to talk about
why we aren't right for each other. that all my friends moved to Athens. pharmacy school. organic chemistry. that I missed death cab. the fact that seth cohen is a fictional character. that truthfuly I'm not that talented. that I don't read enough. your boyfriend or about your latest date. all the places I may never get to see. my future. how all my plans just might not work out. that I'm not as pretty as her. how I'm not pleasing you.
Things that have made you cry
boys. disapointing people. things I have no control over. stress. anything that contains "pharmacy school." Titanic. the last 2 Harry Potter books. when my dad tells me how I should do something and I can't get him to understand he's wrong. knowing it's not going to work out.
Things your afraid of
spiders, trains, being a gigantic disapointment and not getting into pharmacy school. Dr. Howell. finding the person I love. outside my house at night. terribly pretty girls. boys I like.
Things you want to do before you die
Fall madly in love. travel the world. have a honeymoon. kiss someone in the rain. have a family. have a real job. make memories to tell my grandchildren. be happy with no regrets. meet John Malkovich. read all the books I've ever said I would. own a vacation house. have a summer beach fling.
Words you say all the time
like. that is out of control. that's crazy. ugh...dang it. crap. seriously. horrible. terribly exciting. that is soooo gay. what an idiot.
Things you are annoyed by
girls who act like sluts. people who wear clothes 3 times to small. cds that aren't in a book or case. video games. radio djs. people who think they know everything. people who refuse to learn anything. molecular model kits. dial up internet. people who talk on their cell phone at the register. people who don't use their blinker. boys who talk about who they've had/want to have sex with. cats. middle school kids dropped off at the mall. people who are closed minded. people who act like they are best friends with everyone from your neighbor to Tiger Woods. shirts with dumb sayings like "blondes do it better" or "Mrs. Kutcher." people who are being anti-mainstream by dogging everyone else. abercrombie kids. extremists. reality tv. stars who say "I don't want to be a role model." baseball. most professional athletes. cute polo sweaters that cost $90.00. bank hours. insurance companies. spoiled kids. when the OC goes AWAL for a month.
Things you wear everyday
earings. make up. shoes and a purse to match my outfit. clothes. a smile (even when I don't totally mean it).
Things you are trying not to do right now
think about boys. think about school. and again stop thinking about those evil boys! allow myself to get any more depressed by all the girls I'll never be.
1 thing you could not live without
my music
I love books about serial killers and entertainment magazine. I watch the history channel. I think John Malkovich is terribly attractive. I twirl my hair like crazy when I am nervous, telling a story, or excited. Sometimes I think calculus is fun. I almost died of Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever when I was 10. If I have a son I want to name him Lex. Feet bother me. I still listen to the Hanson Christmas cd. I buy around 2 cds a week. I do not enjoy playing in the snow. I want to go to Rome. I cry when I'm alone, and I DIE if people see me cry.
Things you do everyday
read. ponder over why I'm not the girl of someone's dreams. make some sort of random pop culture refrence that no one in my family gets. play on the internet. study. floss. wish I was somewhere else with someone else.
Things you have learned from life
you will grow apart from some of your friends. just because your parents have an opinion you don't have to share it. you can only do your best (and sometimes it's just not good enough). some boys and girls will lie. music can make things better. changing for someone never works. you can fall in love with someone a lot easier than you can fall out of love with them. sometimes you'll get left out.
Foods you dislike
maple syrup. sweet tea. green beans. grits. steak/ribs. hot wings. gummy bears. jelly beans. candy corn. coffee (or any hot drink). spagetti. pickles when on hamburgers. oranges. watermelon. marshmellows. any soft drink that isn't coke. chocolate milk. salt and vinegar chips.
Random things you have never done
gotten drunk. tumbled well at a cheerleading competition. been to Europe. gotten a ticket. gone to a pro/college football game. seen Citizen Kane (AFI's number one movie of all time). been madly in love with someone who felt the same way. bought anything from Abercrombie and Fitch. bought a lottery ticket. smoked.
Things that make you smile
a good book. people who can talk to me about music and books. getting mail. making an A. watching Gilmore Girls. singing stupid songs with my brother. buying clothes. cute boys. words that sound cool (like my all time favorite word malicious). fall days. dressing up at halloween. the year without a Santa Clause. Christmas trees. talking about all the stuff we used to do. seeing someone I miss. knowing someone is proud of me. confidence. ears. barnes and noble. Harry Potter previews. sitting at home on Saturday nights to watch SNL. getting compliments. having a crush.
Things you don't want to talk about
why we aren't right for each other. that all my friends moved to Athens. pharmacy school. organic chemistry. that I missed death cab. the fact that seth cohen is a fictional character. that truthfuly I'm not that talented. that I don't read enough. your boyfriend or about your latest date. all the places I may never get to see. my future. how all my plans just might not work out. that I'm not as pretty as her. how I'm not pleasing you.
Things that have made you cry
boys. disapointing people. things I have no control over. stress. anything that contains "pharmacy school." Titanic. the last 2 Harry Potter books. when my dad tells me how I should do something and I can't get him to understand he's wrong. knowing it's not going to work out.
Things your afraid of
spiders, trains, being a gigantic disapointment and not getting into pharmacy school. Dr. Howell. finding the person I love. outside my house at night. terribly pretty girls. boys I like.
Things you want to do before you die
Fall madly in love. travel the world. have a honeymoon. kiss someone in the rain. have a family. have a real job. make memories to tell my grandchildren. be happy with no regrets. meet John Malkovich. read all the books I've ever said I would. own a vacation house. have a summer beach fling.
Words you say all the time
like. that is out of control. that's crazy. ugh...dang it. crap. seriously. horrible. terribly exciting. that is soooo gay. what an idiot.
Things you are annoyed by
girls who act like sluts. people who wear clothes 3 times to small. cds that aren't in a book or case. video games. radio djs. people who think they know everything. people who refuse to learn anything. molecular model kits. dial up internet. people who talk on their cell phone at the register. people who don't use their blinker. boys who talk about who they've had/want to have sex with. cats. middle school kids dropped off at the mall. people who are closed minded. people who act like they are best friends with everyone from your neighbor to Tiger Woods. shirts with dumb sayings like "blondes do it better" or "Mrs. Kutcher." people who are being anti-mainstream by dogging everyone else. abercrombie kids. extremists. reality tv. stars who say "I don't want to be a role model." baseball. most professional athletes. cute polo sweaters that cost $90.00. bank hours. insurance companies. spoiled kids. when the OC goes AWAL for a month.
Things you wear everyday
earings. make up. shoes and a purse to match my outfit. clothes. a smile (even when I don't totally mean it).
Things you are trying not to do right now
think about boys. think about school. and again stop thinking about those evil boys! allow myself to get any more depressed by all the girls I'll never be.
1 thing you could not live without
my music