Random song story... see if you can name any of the songs.
You knew I was never cool, so you can call me loser.
For a long time, I was in love... not only in love, I was obsessed. It didn't work out.
In the beginning, I swam across and jumped across for you, oh god, what a thing to do. I got you pretty loaded on gin that night we danced on the top of the hill. After that night, I became the siren who sang you to shipwreck.
As I heard the deep and dying breath of this love that we'd been working on, I rode alone and I rocked myself to sleep. I felt it slip away.
I said "Just sit down, it's just a talk" and smiled politely. I told you bad news never had good timing. You say you lost your trust, I say you never should have. "Nobody said it was easy... it's such a shame for us to part."
It's really over, I made my stand... but no one ever said it would be this hard. I saw the end before it had begun, but my heart was blinded by you. After this, I stood in the shadows at the edge of my bed and thought "I will always be the worst." I don't even notice you're gone... most of the time.
Maybe someday I'm gonna settle down, but until then I'll be taking the long way around.
In other news, Seth called to tell me that I have screwed over his faith in people and that he is [sarcasm]"sooooo happy" that I have all these "wonderful new friends and guy friends." [/sarcasm]. I told him he has no right to pass judgement or comment on my friends down here because he doesn't know them. His parting words? "Yeah, I don't know them... I don't know you." CLICK! Bah, whatever, if he wants to be emo, that's fine.
Life is beautiful. Life is grande. Life is complicated.
For a long time, I was in love... not only in love, I was obsessed. It didn't work out.
In the beginning, I swam across and jumped across for you, oh god, what a thing to do. I got you pretty loaded on gin that night we danced on the top of the hill. After that night, I became the siren who sang you to shipwreck.
As I heard the deep and dying breath of this love that we'd been working on, I rode alone and I rocked myself to sleep. I felt it slip away.
I said "Just sit down, it's just a talk" and smiled politely. I told you bad news never had good timing. You say you lost your trust, I say you never should have. "Nobody said it was easy... it's such a shame for us to part."
It's really over, I made my stand... but no one ever said it would be this hard. I saw the end before it had begun, but my heart was blinded by you. After this, I stood in the shadows at the edge of my bed and thought "I will always be the worst." I don't even notice you're gone... most of the time.
Maybe someday I'm gonna settle down, but until then I'll be taking the long way around.
In other news, Seth called to tell me that I have screwed over his faith in people and that he is [sarcasm]"sooooo happy" that I have all these "wonderful new friends and guy friends." [/sarcasm]. I told him he has no right to pass judgement or comment on my friends down here because he doesn't know them. His parting words? "Yeah, I don't know them... I don't know you." CLICK! Bah, whatever, if he wants to be emo, that's fine.
Life is beautiful. Life is grande. Life is complicated.