Ok...
I am here to explain my actions.
I don't know why I did what I did to you. I should've known you better than that. I'm so sorry that I hurt you, but I would've hurt you a great deal more if I had let it progress. I thought I was ready to take that leap, but I just can't right now. I need to be my own company for awhile. I was attached to a guy for nearly three years and I am finally being able to breathe. I feel like a bitch for what happened and how I wasn't the one to tell you. You are a great guy and you shouldn't let this set you back with trusting women. If you don't want to talk to me or whatever, that's fine, you can deal with it in your own way. I'll still think you're awesome no matter what and when you're ready, I will be willing to talk.
I don't know why I did what I did to you. I should've known you better than that. I'm so sorry that I hurt you, but I would've hurt you a great deal more if I had let it progress. I thought I was ready to take that leap, but I just can't right now. I need to be my own company for awhile. I was attached to a guy for nearly three years and I am finally being able to breathe. I feel like a bitch for what happened and how I wasn't the one to tell you. You are a great guy and you shouldn't let this set you back with trusting women. If you don't want to talk to me or whatever, that's fine, you can deal with it in your own way. I'll still think you're awesome no matter what and when you're ready, I will be willing to talk.