Dear Diary #28

Jan 15, 2008 21:54

People seem to be all doing so much with their lives. It's great to see everyone so... so caught up in things that make them happy, and make their lives much better ( Read more... )

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Screened love_catatonic January 16 2008, 00:16:15 UTC
Can I give an honest opinion?

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Re: Screened carmaline January 16 2008, 09:51:42 UTC
Of course. Please do.

:)

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Re: Screened love_catatonic January 16 2008, 11:05:15 UTC
Okay, well, I saw you talking about modelling up there, and I think it would be a really Bad Idea. It's okay if it's for your friends, but professionally, it'd different. You'll be judged entirely on what you look like, told how to do everything, just a puppet for designers and photographers and haven't you had enough of that? Haven't you had enough of people taking advantage of you? Not to mention the bitching, and the competition. And the drug culture. Justine, I don't know, anymore, if you're trying to keep away from drugs or not, but if you are like you said you were once then modelling would be really stupid.

And besides, what if you ended up working for her?

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Re: Screened carmaline January 16 2008, 11:10:10 UTC
Okay. Okay. Wow, that's a lot.

I am keeping away from the drugs. You may not believe me, but I am. There's been temptation, of course there's been temptation, but I haven't given in to it. I've said no. Whatever you believe.

As for working for her... I... no. It wouldn't be like that. I never even thought of it professionally. I hardly even thought of being anyone other than Renee. And I haven't decided that that's what I want to do anyway.

But yeah. Everything you said is a good point. Thank you, for your honest opinion.

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Re: Screened love_catatonic January 16 2008, 11:18:31 UTC
Well, I'd just hate to see you in that kind of environment, it'd destroy you. You shoul do something that uses your brain and not your body.

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Re: Screened carmaline January 16 2008, 11:19:50 UTC
Yeah. You're probably right. Modeling would probably only be trading one void for another. Which I probably would have realised soon enough.

*sigh* Still, this square looks remarkably like square one.

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Re: Screened love_catatonic January 16 2008, 11:28:32 UTC
You have no idea how many square ones I had before I could even see square two. It'll come.

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Re: Screened carmaline January 16 2008, 11:29:21 UTC
Cool. That's good to know. Reassuring.

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