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its been over 3 months and ive barely improved. why am i still so in love with such an asshole? hes so willing to give up what an amazing bond even as friends we had for her. for nothing. i know after all the fucked up shit he put me through and all the mean, unnecessary things he told me to put me down hes going to realize shes not right for him and hes going to run back. the sad part of the whole thing is.. i probably will take him back. ugh. theyve been in a relationship for so short and they already have moer drama than him and i broke up for.. i dont get it.. dating her means his car gets keyed, tires slashed, and him not being able to be himself.. ugh.. why cant he just be a fucking man. why am i still in love with such a prick