fuck love
I felt like we would never end. Now he is done and bored with me and im left in the dust. Its been a month since the breakup and i have never felt so used and humiliated. i gave in to the temptation numerous times and now im just even more hurt. Especially since he has moved on to another girl. its been a month!! holy fuck. i guess each week gets easier and easier but ugh, do i still miss him like mad. And to think hes doing the same shit he did with me with another girl literatly makes me sick. Im just a girl still in love knowing whats happening between them. its hard going throughout the day without breaking down and i just want this to blow over. i need to be at the point in my life where i realize that what we had was wonderful, but he isnt right for me. But, im stuck thinking hes too perfect for me and ill never find anyone else like him. ive just never felt pain like this and i dont know what to do anymore to help it.