Vivid imagination
I feel as if the world is ending. Not that I want it to, I love life. I am looking forward for the next moment. I am looking forward to the weekends. I am looking forward to the next step in my life with the man that I truely love- Josh.
Every night I dream of waking up next to Josh, seeing him first thing in the morning. As he watches me sleep. Brushes his fingers through my bed hair. Kisses me even though we have morning breath. As we are trying to get out of bed and get ready for the day, we just can't find the strength. I place my head on his chest and just fall back asleep to the rhythm of his heart beat. As we are finally ready to move, he places his index finger on my chin- pulls my face towards his, and we kiss. Later on in the morning we are getting ready for the day, I'm already out of the shower and he is now in. I am preparing breakfast (yeah-- me cooking) and then making a pot of coffee. We eat and have the most romantic one on one conversation and then, it's off to work. He being a cop and I a forensic psychologist, both working for the government, we return home for the evening. Too tired to cook, we order take out from the closest chinese restaurant. We eat and then when finished we sit on the sofa in the comfort of each others arms watching something pointless on TV.
Someday this dream will come true. I tend to run away from reality when I think of Josh, but he's all I can think about. Soon enough I will be out of the imaginary world and into the reality of it. I love you baby!