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I've been waiting for years to be in college... and now I'm here and I want to go home. I thought that it was just me being insecure, but it's more like permanent homesickness. I want my boyfriend... I need him. And I'm not just saying that because I want to see him, I feel that I need him. Without him, I am not whole. I want my friends, and even though they are fully supporting me and encouraging me, it isn't enough, I want to come home. I want to be placed back into my comfort zone, familiarity. HOME!
College-- it isn't as bad as I make it sound, but I really don't enjoy being so far from everything I know and love. I have been thrown out into this world that is chaotic. Insane. Wild. Busy. I mean, I am stressed to the point of exhaustion. I am getting headaches all the time. I have my left eye twitching all the time, which is really bad if you have an asigmatism (which I do). My right eye goes blurry in the evenings... and I am just worried that I am losing my eye sight. I don't want to wear my glasses anymore, and I've done fine for the last 2 years, so what is going on?
JULIET-- thank you for the pictures, I got them in the mail today. Mike is really bad with a camera (BTW). I am glad that I now have a picture of all my best friends here with me.... Brittany, Juliet, Megane, and Tana.
College-- it isn't as bad as I make it sound, but I really don't enjoy being so far from everything I know and love. I have been thrown out into this world that is chaotic. Insane. Wild. Busy. I mean, I am stressed to the point of exhaustion. I am getting headaches all the time. I have my left eye twitching all the time, which is really bad if you have an asigmatism (which I do). My right eye goes blurry in the evenings... and I am just worried that I am losing my eye sight. I don't want to wear my glasses anymore, and I've done fine for the last 2 years, so what is going on?
JULIET-- thank you for the pictures, I got them in the mail today. Mike is really bad with a camera (BTW). I am glad that I now have a picture of all my best friends here with me.... Brittany, Juliet, Megane, and Tana.