Oct 05, 2006 11:43
So, I've been busy doing a lot of stuff lately.
I somehow seem to have turned into a neat freak. At least a "wannabe" neat freak. I've started making the bed every day, keeping my kitchen spotless, and I can't stand the clean clothes to pile up into Mt. Everest on the guest bed anymore. Everyone who knows me knows I'm a self-proclaimed Mess-a-holic. Everything I ever laid eyes or hands on immediately became a pig-sty. There is a method to my madness, but I've always had the gift of messiness.
Maybe its because I'm finally trying to take control of my own life and destiny. (notice I said "maybe") I think mostly I'm just trying to clean my life up. My messiness has been a metaphor for more than just the area I live in. My diet was sloppy, my hair was sloppy, my dress was sloppy... (never dirty, or filthy, always sloppy, don't take me for a "non bather"). I never really put myself first.
I find its a lot nicer to come home to a clean house than a dirty one. If things are done and in their right places, I have a sense of calmness about me. Mostly, I feel like this whole "organization" thing is just my inner-VIRGO manifesting itself.
So, this entry has no point... but, what if I end up like Bree Vandicamp??