doin' better
I am doing a lot better as the days press on. I have my bad moments. But each day becomes bearable as time passes.
I am have been so tired lately. From me working and the stress that has been going on...I feel like I am drained all the time.
On the love life prospective. I somehow have 2 guys falling for me, (one is already wanting to say the big "L" word), and I never intended it to happen. Don't get me wrong...I want to fall in love. But right now I have a lot more important things on my mind. I have so much goign on...how can I find time to fall in love. And I don't mean puppy love. Heck One guy is bringing Godiva chocolates all the time to me, and he even took me to "The CLub". Another guy is bringing me dinner everynight. Both have told that I am too stressed and too much trouble to be with. The more I push away the more they come. DOn't get me wrong...I like the attention. I just feel bad because I feel like I am using them. I will finally agree that it is true that men want what they can't have. I already know who I would chose if I would have too. But the one i would let go...I am fixin' to start working with. He works for my uncle, and I am fixin' to worek for my ucle. My uncle would treat him no different, but it might end up making it uncomfortable when we are around. BUt neither on of us will ever quit that job. It pays too good.
Hope everyone' slife is alittle less complicated.
I am have been so tired lately. From me working and the stress that has been going on...I feel like I am drained all the time.
On the love life prospective. I somehow have 2 guys falling for me, (one is already wanting to say the big "L" word), and I never intended it to happen. Don't get me wrong...I want to fall in love. But right now I have a lot more important things on my mind. I have so much goign on...how can I find time to fall in love. And I don't mean puppy love. Heck One guy is bringing Godiva chocolates all the time to me, and he even took me to "The CLub". Another guy is bringing me dinner everynight. Both have told that I am too stressed and too much trouble to be with. The more I push away the more they come. DOn't get me wrong...I like the attention. I just feel bad because I feel like I am using them. I will finally agree that it is true that men want what they can't have. I already know who I would chose if I would have too. But the one i would let go...I am fixin' to start working with. He works for my uncle, and I am fixin' to worek for my ucle. My uncle would treat him no different, but it might end up making it uncomfortable when we are around. BUt neither on of us will ever quit that job. It pays too good.
Hope everyone' slife is alittle less complicated.