thank you.
danny i want to sincerly, oddly, && shockingly thank you. as much as i could hate you, as badly as this all ended, you showed me exactly what i want. if i could have one relationship for the rest of my life, it would be ours for the first 2 weeks. perfect. you showed me exactly how i deserve to be treated. you made everything okay. && even though you turned out to be an ass, for a little while there you did everything right. i want that again. not with you, obviously, because you suck. but i want that with someone new. i think i deserve that. i think everyone deserves that. && for once, finally finally finally, i know exactly why some other girl was picked over me. of all the girls that all the guys have ever picked over me i've never understood what it was that they had that i didn't. were they prettier? were they more interesting? were they smarter? well, thank you, because for once, i know. shes easy. && that's not just me being a bitch. i know that you were in love with me && i know that you think i'm more beautiful than her, you told me. you told other people. i'm special. i'm different. well, thank you danny. i never wanted to be beautiful. i never wanted to be special. i just want to be loved. && i think someday i will be.