The reasons why
Are Mike and I supposed to be together? I sure hope so because I can't take any more guys. I love Mike. I've put up woith so much crap from him, just to BE with him. He's the one that makes me happy. The one that makes the day worth living for. I know he screws up a lot. Probably more than all of my other boyfriends put together. But god, the times that things are perfect makes it all worth while. They really do. Walking down to the beach together. Wrapping my legs around him in the water as he holds me up and kisses me.Falling asleep in his arms. Him waking me up in the middle of the night to kiss me because he can't sleep. The stupid face he makes while he's eating just because he knows it will make me smile. Or how it feels when he puts his hand in the small of my back. The feeling I get in my stomach when he calls me "baby." How his eyes always seem to light up when he sees me smile. How he hugs me even when he's mad at me. Or how he'll come all the way arcoss the room to kiss me after he just did, only because I ask him to. And how he always makes me tell him whats wrong, even if he knows I'll get mad at him for it. The way even his eyes say 'I love you.' How no matter what is wrong, seeing him smile always makes me do the same. The way he always talks about our future. How he pulls makes face up so I have to look at him when I'm upset. The way he never gives up on me. And how passionate he is about his music. How much he cares and puts time into the things he loves most. The way he wipes the tears away. Or how he tells me everything will be okay. The way his hand feels in mine. And how just a kiss makes eveything seem worth while. How he hugs me every chance he gets. How he always tells me he loves me, even if we're fighting. And how he'll say 'I love you' even if there are people around. But most of all, just him. I love Mike more than anything and I just wish there was a way for him to understand that, and realize why I get so upset sometimes, and why some of the things he does hurt the way they do. But I'm just not good with words I guess. I just cant makes him look at it the way I do.