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well today wasnt a very good day but i lived through it!!! I yelled at my teacher in 2nd period because i was so pissed off and i didnt even get in trouble!! haha my throat has hurt REALLY bad all day but my mom said it was just allergies!! haha whatever! play is tonight and i cant wait!! my mom is still making me go to practice but only until 6:25!! then i have to come homre and get changed really quickly for the play!! yay! well there are a lot of people at my school that are pissing me off!! a lot of which just ned to see that they are the same as everyone else!!! not better but maybe a little worse!! hahaim just really glad we only have a week left!!!! YAY! I have promised myself to not go out with anyone from Salem for a WHILE i just dont think i can take any more rumors!!! everyone already hates me before they can even get to see that i am nice and love to have fun and i love love love to meet new people and make new friends but bc of the rumors everyone thinks im some sort of bitch that goes around like a "black widow"(as michael calls me) and use guys! thats bull!! i hate it all!!! i finally figured out why i felt so empty inside without a boyfriend and i knew i couldnt be liking any of my ex's again and i figured out that the thing i miss is sharing my life with someone!! lets see i spent 7 months with chad.. and in that 7 months we shared jokes, we made good times, we laughed, we did things that im sure he doesnt regret but i do... but that is what made that 7 months so good!! all the nights i spent at his ohuse staying 3 hours after i was supposed to leave, our fun in Tennesse, our walks at my house, New Years outside setting off our own fireworks... those were all good times and now im ready to share my life with someone else, making memories and having fun.....
...i found the guy i want to share it with....
...i found the guy i want to share it with....