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so everything is pretty much sucky right now!! (besides jon) my parents wont stop fighting with my sister and i still get dragged into it!! its annoying!! my moms not letting me go to church tomorrow even though its the last 3:30 of the year!! im pissed about that and she WONT LET me work on my project because she knows they are due soon!! man my family is really getting on my nerves and everytime i try to talk to them about it they just ignore me so now all i can do is cry about it and hope it gets better!! im tired of crying now and i hate feeling sorry for myself so hopefully Jon can be the person that God has put into my life to make me happy and complete again!! i really hope things work out with me and him because i really do like him and he is so sweet and funny!! hes like exactly the guy i want!! he isnt skinny and shrimpy (ew) so he can fit around me when we cuddle, he is big enough to protect me from all the mean people and my many stalkers, she isnt shy and likes to laugh!! he doesnt take thinks personally and can kid around! he can make me laugh when i am frusterated or sad(even if he doesnt know i am) so he is all around good!! i cant wait till thursday though...maybe good things will happen!! hehehe (oh yea and hes not a slow mover!!) yay!! lol lol lol!!
love you guys!!
love you guys!!