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So yeah, I guess it's kind of that time to update again. So much has been going on lately. New Years Eve was a fuckin blast! The eve of New Years Eve was awesome too. I stayed up all night talking with Sean and Kevin about anything and everything. It was sweet. Of course I got drunk on New Years Eve. Who doesn't? Yea, I definetly fell on the porch when I was outside talking with Sean and Andrew. Totally outta nowhere. It was crazy. Didn't hurt myself though, so it was all good. I called off of work New Years day cuz I had the worst hangover ever and hadn't slept in like 2 days. On the 3rd, I met Gorgon at Becca's house. I guess he's kind of staying there now. Cool, whatever. Anyway, he gives like the best massages ever!! Yeah, Jeff told me that like people were calling him saying I was missing. I was like WTF? Yea, I've been missing for days, someone come find me? It was totally wierd. Lately some real fucked up shit has been going on. I'd write about it, BUT there are some things some people just don't need to know. Let's just say there were tears shed, people hurt, and alotta words tossed out. Tomarrow I have to go to Planned Parenthood... again. This shit just needs to stop. I need to start thinking about myself and not other people. I really hope Becca comes with me, cuz I don't want to go by myself. I don't think I could do this by myself.
I've done some really fucked up shit to people. But I want to make ammends with everyone. Like Jessi Bradford. I hate having that hostility when we're in the same room. I text AJ and told him to tell her that I only want the best for her and I wish her all the happiness in the world. To tell her that I think about her a lot and miss her. I know we probably won't be friends again, or at least like we used to be, but I'm really sorry for what I did. And I need her to know that. And I know nothing I will ever say will ever change what I did. But I don't know what else to say except I'm sorry. I'm paying the consequences for my actions and it fucking sucks. Sucks so bad I won't mess up like that again.
Anyway, classes are starting up again. I have class at like 4:30 tomarrow/ today, whatever. And then I have classes from like 8-2 on Tuesday/Thursday. How fun! I'm totally dreading it. I better buckle down though. Cuz I fucked up last semester like no other.
Spring break... Who's coming with me? I know Becca's coming to Virginia Beach with me. Sexy Navy Boys!! lol. Well, I'm going to see my brother. I missums him. lol.
Well, I guess that's about all I should write in here. If anyone needs to talk, a shoulder to cry on, that kind of shit, gimme a call. I'm an expert in those kind of things. 313.903.5854
I've done some really fucked up shit to people. But I want to make ammends with everyone. Like Jessi Bradford. I hate having that hostility when we're in the same room. I text AJ and told him to tell her that I only want the best for her and I wish her all the happiness in the world. To tell her that I think about her a lot and miss her. I know we probably won't be friends again, or at least like we used to be, but I'm really sorry for what I did. And I need her to know that. And I know nothing I will ever say will ever change what I did. But I don't know what else to say except I'm sorry. I'm paying the consequences for my actions and it fucking sucks. Sucks so bad I won't mess up like that again.
Anyway, classes are starting up again. I have class at like 4:30 tomarrow/ today, whatever. And then I have classes from like 8-2 on Tuesday/Thursday. How fun! I'm totally dreading it. I better buckle down though. Cuz I fucked up last semester like no other.
Spring break... Who's coming with me? I know Becca's coming to Virginia Beach with me. Sexy Navy Boys!! lol. Well, I'm going to see my brother. I missums him. lol.
Well, I guess that's about all I should write in here. If anyone needs to talk, a shoulder to cry on, that kind of shit, gimme a call. I'm an expert in those kind of things. 313.903.5854