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Update!
So yesterday after school I went with Meg Mal to go tanning... but the high pressure thing wasn't available, so I didn't go cuz I'm albino, but she did the normal one.. then we went to Cold Stone... then I went home n left with Hilly. So, we went to Leo's in Birmingham (little 13 year old girls next to us were starting fights with Bridget..haha) n hung out at the park in Troy with Ross n Bridget.. n then Anthony came n it was a good time surprisingly. Then we were leaving the parking lot at 11 and Bridget tried to race Anthony and she went over a curb and her tire blew. Not fun. So we had to wait while her dad came and changed her tire... and then went home. And..that was my Friday night!
So, best thing ever: we have like 6 real days of school left...how amazing is that? I pretty much have one more test until finals and it's on Tuesday (Eathorne.. figures.) So, I'm pretty excited about that.
But then... I almost don't want it to end.. ever. I love the seniors and I don't want any of them to leave. Especially all the Mercyaires and MEG MAL! :( I'm gonna be so sad when she leaves..
Also, summer is cool n all... and I'm really excited and I think that there are a lot of things that will make it really fun, but then at the same time I have my worries about this summer. Me n Chris aren't even talking right now.. we got in a fight n now he's all oh, fuck being friends.. its too much work. And even before that, it was so hard to get him to hang out with me... and I couldn't be myself anywayz, because I always had to worry about looking like the "psychotic ex-gf"...so if I asked him to hang out, it was OBVIOUSLY me trying to have him whipped.. according to him and his friends. So I'm thinking that this summer we wouldn't be hanging out much even if we were friends. Which makes me really sad. I mean, I know that I can live without him.. and if I'm forced to, I know I'll be fine... but I don't want to have to. It makes me really wish that I never went out with him.. cuz Freshman year and the beginning of Sophomore year, we were so close.. and I knew that if we went out and broke up we would fuck up our friendship.. but he convinced me that we would always be friends first. And now look what happened. :( But I guess if he doesn't wanna be friends, I just have to trust that this is how it's supposed to be.. and I'll be fine. I'll just miss him.. So anywayz, thats a reason why summer isn't sounding as awesome as it could.
Ah.. Sisters kicking me off.. and I def forgot I have a dance performance at 3:30... haha. Whooops.
Much Love
Cara
So yesterday after school I went with Meg Mal to go tanning... but the high pressure thing wasn't available, so I didn't go cuz I'm albino, but she did the normal one.. then we went to Cold Stone... then I went home n left with Hilly. So, we went to Leo's in Birmingham (little 13 year old girls next to us were starting fights with Bridget..haha) n hung out at the park in Troy with Ross n Bridget.. n then Anthony came n it was a good time surprisingly. Then we were leaving the parking lot at 11 and Bridget tried to race Anthony and she went over a curb and her tire blew. Not fun. So we had to wait while her dad came and changed her tire... and then went home. And..that was my Friday night!
So, best thing ever: we have like 6 real days of school left...how amazing is that? I pretty much have one more test until finals and it's on Tuesday (Eathorne.. figures.) So, I'm pretty excited about that.
But then... I almost don't want it to end.. ever. I love the seniors and I don't want any of them to leave. Especially all the Mercyaires and MEG MAL! :( I'm gonna be so sad when she leaves..
Also, summer is cool n all... and I'm really excited and I think that there are a lot of things that will make it really fun, but then at the same time I have my worries about this summer. Me n Chris aren't even talking right now.. we got in a fight n now he's all oh, fuck being friends.. its too much work. And even before that, it was so hard to get him to hang out with me... and I couldn't be myself anywayz, because I always had to worry about looking like the "psychotic ex-gf"...so if I asked him to hang out, it was OBVIOUSLY me trying to have him whipped.. according to him and his friends. So I'm thinking that this summer we wouldn't be hanging out much even if we were friends. Which makes me really sad. I mean, I know that I can live without him.. and if I'm forced to, I know I'll be fine... but I don't want to have to. It makes me really wish that I never went out with him.. cuz Freshman year and the beginning of Sophomore year, we were so close.. and I knew that if we went out and broke up we would fuck up our friendship.. but he convinced me that we would always be friends first. And now look what happened. :( But I guess if he doesn't wanna be friends, I just have to trust that this is how it's supposed to be.. and I'll be fine. I'll just miss him.. So anywayz, thats a reason why summer isn't sounding as awesome as it could.
Ah.. Sisters kicking me off.. and I def forgot I have a dance performance at 3:30... haha. Whooops.
Much Love
Cara