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I know that you said not to fuck with you...because apparently you have a lot of "shit" going on right now. But ya know what? I don't care. I don't care what problems you're having at work....hard being a stripper? Tough. Don't do it then. I don't even know what problems you're having right now...but it can't be anything that hard. You need to hear some things. I'm sorry that I'm the only person who cares about you enough to tell you this, but you're throwing your life away. And I can't just stand by and watch you do it. If you get mad and don't want to be my friend anymore, fine. But I'll sleep better at night knowing that I did all I can do to help you..
Not ready for college? WHO IS?! College is hard. College classes are not fun. It's not just you. I'm sorry that you want to party all the time... I'm sorry that classes are getting in the way of your drugs and your stripping and God knows what else.
If you take off a year... you aren't ever going to feel "ready" for college....you will always put it off....and you will never go back. Say what you want, it takes a LOT of pushing to get yourself to go back when you've been off for a while....and I'm a bitch, yes...but I know you. You will not push yourself to go back. You'll just get through life the way you are.
Do you want to be a stripper your whole life??? Do you want to sell yourself forever just to get money you'll spend on drugs?? If this is ALL you want in life, if you have no goals or dreams...then fine. But I know you. I know that you have more to you than this. You could be so much more, and it makes me furious seeing you throw it all away.
Not addicted to crack? Save your breath. Stop saying it. I know 3 people IN my fam and CLOSE to my fam that threw their life away because of cocaine. So say what you want...they said they weren't addicted too.
I know that all of your new friends seem REAL cool....and everyone else in the WORLD "understands" you more than me...and I'm just the NAGGING bitch who's always bringing you down.... but deal with it. Because when it comes down to it....how far would they go for you?? All these people who support the choices that you're making.... do they care about you? Or would they sell you out for drugs if they had to??? I hate what you're doing with your life because I love you. And I know that the path you're taking is only going to do you harm.
So go ahead and hate me for it....but I love you too much to stand beside you and watch you do this to yourself. There will come a point where I can't be close with someone who is throwing their life away. It's too sad for me to see.
Don't worry....in 10 years, I'll bring some nice flowers to your funeral.... or if you're not dead, MAYBE I'll come visit you in jail. Maybe.
You could be so much better. I can see it...I don't know why you can't.
Not ready for college? WHO IS?! College is hard. College classes are not fun. It's not just you. I'm sorry that you want to party all the time... I'm sorry that classes are getting in the way of your drugs and your stripping and God knows what else.
If you take off a year... you aren't ever going to feel "ready" for college....you will always put it off....and you will never go back. Say what you want, it takes a LOT of pushing to get yourself to go back when you've been off for a while....and I'm a bitch, yes...but I know you. You will not push yourself to go back. You'll just get through life the way you are.
Do you want to be a stripper your whole life??? Do you want to sell yourself forever just to get money you'll spend on drugs?? If this is ALL you want in life, if you have no goals or dreams...then fine. But I know you. I know that you have more to you than this. You could be so much more, and it makes me furious seeing you throw it all away.
Not addicted to crack? Save your breath. Stop saying it. I know 3 people IN my fam and CLOSE to my fam that threw their life away because of cocaine. So say what you want...they said they weren't addicted too.
I know that all of your new friends seem REAL cool....and everyone else in the WORLD "understands" you more than me...and I'm just the NAGGING bitch who's always bringing you down.... but deal with it. Because when it comes down to it....how far would they go for you?? All these people who support the choices that you're making.... do they care about you? Or would they sell you out for drugs if they had to??? I hate what you're doing with your life because I love you. And I know that the path you're taking is only going to do you harm.
So go ahead and hate me for it....but I love you too much to stand beside you and watch you do this to yourself. There will come a point where I can't be close with someone who is throwing their life away. It's too sad for me to see.
Don't worry....in 10 years, I'll bring some nice flowers to your funeral.... or if you're not dead, MAYBE I'll come visit you in jail. Maybe.
You could be so much better. I can see it...I don't know why you can't.