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So I just wrote a really long post...and my internet froze. Real annoying.
Basically... I miss Mercy. I love college...a lot. I have lots of friends on my floor and in my sorority...Delta Gamma is SO much fun...but it's not the same. I was going through my pics and deleting all the tags with beer or liquor in the pic... (cause chris called me a booze-whore haha) and then I got to summer pics and end of senior year pics...and I didn't have to delete any. And I realized how much I miss it. Going to the park and taking pictures with my best friends and laughing at stupid things that nobody else thinks is funny.... totally harmless, childlike fun. Being totally comfortable around everyone...not having to worry about what you look like or how you act.... it was seriously the best time of my life.
After last Thursday (got real drunk...made an ass of myself....got sick and passed out on Megan's floor...) the drinking thing isn't appealing to me anymore... the first couple months of college was really fun....the whole freedom thing...and being able to do whatever you want...and partying all the time... but now I find myself getting more excited about going home for the weekend than going to any parties... I mean, it's not like this is new to me... I drank in high school too...every now and then. I like to go out and have fun and drink and all that...don't get me wrong...but I just think that getting drunk ALL the time isn't really me....
I feel like I'm probably repeating myself...so I think I'm gonna end this now. Basically...I really miss Mercy and all of my best friends. :(
PS... Serenades are HILARIOUS. And I miss dance. And Mercyaires. And my back hurts REAL bad...all the time. It's basically not cool.
Love!
Cara