DRABBLE DUMP 2
four times Jinki's grateful, and one time he's not; Onhyun; 779 words; PG
i. When Jinki first got into SM, he was scared. He wasn’t sure if this was the path he wanted to follow, he wasn’t sure how far he was going to get, and he wasn’t sure if he was just wasting his time. But he wants it so bad, he wants to stand on stage and sing, perform, so he tries, tries so hard, and when the president tells him that he’s going to debut next month with 4 other boys, he thinks it’s all worth it.
But he’s the oldest, the most responsible, and he becomes the leader. He’s scared and he doesn’t know what to do, he doesn’t know how he’s going to lead. He sits in the room an hour early, waiting to meet the other boys, and his legs feel like jelly and his heart is beating so fast.
He meets Jonghyun, and he’s perfect, absolutely perfect, and Jinki is glad that he’s in SM, that he’s in this new boy group called SHINee.
ii. Jinki was having a bad day. He got a call from his parents that day, telling him that his pet goldfish died. It was his best friend and he feels lost without it. He mopes all day long in the dorm, and no one cares. Key dragged Minho and Taemin out grocery shopping because he couldn’t decide what he was going to make his week by himself and he needed someone to help him pick. He doesn’t know where Jonghyun is, and that’s probably unleaderly of him, but all he wants to do is lie and sulk in his bed, and besides, Jonghyun should be old enough to deal with himself.
He ends up falling asleep, and when he wakes up an hour later, there’s a bowl with two goldfishes in it on his desk, and a note.
‘Cheer up!’ Jinki recognizes Jonghyun’s writing, and he’s glad that he has him in his life.
iii. He’s nervous. He’s backstage and the makeup noonas are fixing him up. It’s his debut for his musical, and he knows the steps and the songs and everything inside out, but he can’t stop this fear he has. His heart is pounding, and it reminds him of SHINee’s debut stage, except this time, he’s by himself and it’s nerve racking.
The producers are calling him out, and he takes a deep breath. The curtains are opening, and Jinki looks out into the crowd. He feels like his mind suddenly went blank and he doesn’t know what he’s supposed to be doing. He looks to the side of the stage, and there’s a familiar face. It’s Jonghyun and there’s a look in his eyes, as if they were trying to say ‘Hyung, I’m supporting you! Hwaiting!’ Jinki smiles and starts singing.
iv. It’s Jinki’s birthday again and he doesn’t want to celebrate. He feels old enough as it was, seeing the maknae all young and lively doesn’t exactly help either. He slowly makes his way out of bed and to the living room of their dorm, and his heart skips a beat when his members jump out towards him from their hiding spots, screaming a mixture of ‘surprise!’ and ‘happy birthday!’ They’re holding out a cake and a gift and even if Jinki does feel old, at least he feels like a happy oldie.
That night, Jonghyun comes up to him and smiles. “I still haven’t given you my gift yet.”
Jinki wonders what on earth it could be, but when Jonghyun takes his hands and gives him a soft peck on his lips, his brain loses the ability to think and his stomach does flips. His feelings are mutual.
v. They are on their way to their next schedule, and Jinki’s excited. He’s been at so many by himself, that sometimes, it feels like he’s not part of SHINee anymore. He sits next to Jonghyun and smiles at him because they’re almost there and he’s excited. He runs across the street as soon as they get out of their van, and then he hears someone call his name and push him away. He looks back and Jonghyun’s bleeding, bleeding so much, and Jinki gathers the lifeless body in his arms.
He cries and he cries, and even when he doesn’t know how to cry anymore, he continues to cry, because it was supposed to be him, and god, why wasn’t it him, why?
He hugs Jonghyun’s body closer to himself, as if his life depended on it, because, really, Jinki’s life did depend on Jonghyun. Of all things Jonghyun has done for him, Jinki’s not grateful for this one, and he feels his heart break.
Stormy Nights; Hyunseung/Thunder (MBLEAST); 421 words; pg
A/N: another crossover! this one isn't as weird though, haha. Thanks to room137 and kueteel for helping me pick the pairing! i love you both so much<33
Everyone knows that Beast and Mblaq are close. After all, they did debut around the same time. Mir and Dongwoon were close because of the very beloved ’91 line, and Seungho and Junhyung were close since they graduated from the same school.
But even so, every time the Mblaq boys would come to visit Beast backstage when they weren’t active and Beast was, Hyunseung would find it awkward. Yes, he was glad that they were close to another group and yes, he was glad that they were close enough for them to come visit them and support them even on their day off. But it was just... awkward.
Hyunseung knows why he thinks it’s awkward though, and to him, it just makes it even more awkward. It was Thunder, and Hyunseung feels nervous to be around him, because there would be butterflies in his stomach and his heart would speed up and skip beats.
He was jealous, jealous of Mblaq because well, they just seemed to go so well together, with Thunder, and Dark Clouds Seungho and Rain. It just all seems to go well.
The Mblaq boys were over at their dorm that night celebrating their win on M Countdown and after a while of the awkwardness, Hyunseung leaves the room to go to the balcony, glad that he can slip away without being noticed.
It didn’t take long before he heard the balcony door open and close and he turns around, becoming face to face with Thunder.
“Um, hey” He manages to cough out, because the words seem to not want to come out.
“Why are you out here alone?”
“Ah, well, hm...” He tries to come up with an excuse, any reasonable excuse, but nothing seems fit for the situation.
“You know I worry about you.” and then he smiles that smile, that cute innocent smile, and Hyunseung can’t refuse telling him the truth.
“I guess I’m just a little jealous... seeing you get along so well with everyone now, and I guess well... Mblaq goes so well together. There’s you, and Rain, and Seungho with his dark clouds, and it just seems so... perfect.”
Thunder smiles again and wraps his arms around him.
“Oh hyung, you’re so silly. Well, then, would you make the perfect storm with me and be the lightening to my thunder?”
Hyunseung smiles and hugs him back, and they stay like that even when it starts pouring hard, and then there’s a flash of lightening, quickly followed by a loud crash of thunder.
i. When Jinki first got into SM, he was scared. He wasn’t sure if this was the path he wanted to follow, he wasn’t sure how far he was going to get, and he wasn’t sure if he was just wasting his time. But he wants it so bad, he wants to stand on stage and sing, perform, so he tries, tries so hard, and when the president tells him that he’s going to debut next month with 4 other boys, he thinks it’s all worth it.
But he’s the oldest, the most responsible, and he becomes the leader. He’s scared and he doesn’t know what to do, he doesn’t know how he’s going to lead. He sits in the room an hour early, waiting to meet the other boys, and his legs feel like jelly and his heart is beating so fast.
He meets Jonghyun, and he’s perfect, absolutely perfect, and Jinki is glad that he’s in SM, that he’s in this new boy group called SHINee.
ii. Jinki was having a bad day. He got a call from his parents that day, telling him that his pet goldfish died. It was his best friend and he feels lost without it. He mopes all day long in the dorm, and no one cares. Key dragged Minho and Taemin out grocery shopping because he couldn’t decide what he was going to make his week by himself and he needed someone to help him pick. He doesn’t know where Jonghyun is, and that’s probably unleaderly of him, but all he wants to do is lie and sulk in his bed, and besides, Jonghyun should be old enough to deal with himself.
He ends up falling asleep, and when he wakes up an hour later, there’s a bowl with two goldfishes in it on his desk, and a note.
‘Cheer up!’ Jinki recognizes Jonghyun’s writing, and he’s glad that he has him in his life.
iii. He’s nervous. He’s backstage and the makeup noonas are fixing him up. It’s his debut for his musical, and he knows the steps and the songs and everything inside out, but he can’t stop this fear he has. His heart is pounding, and it reminds him of SHINee’s debut stage, except this time, he’s by himself and it’s nerve racking.
The producers are calling him out, and he takes a deep breath. The curtains are opening, and Jinki looks out into the crowd. He feels like his mind suddenly went blank and he doesn’t know what he’s supposed to be doing. He looks to the side of the stage, and there’s a familiar face. It’s Jonghyun and there’s a look in his eyes, as if they were trying to say ‘Hyung, I’m supporting you! Hwaiting!’ Jinki smiles and starts singing.
iv. It’s Jinki’s birthday again and he doesn’t want to celebrate. He feels old enough as it was, seeing the maknae all young and lively doesn’t exactly help either. He slowly makes his way out of bed and to the living room of their dorm, and his heart skips a beat when his members jump out towards him from their hiding spots, screaming a mixture of ‘surprise!’ and ‘happy birthday!’ They’re holding out a cake and a gift and even if Jinki does feel old, at least he feels like a happy oldie.
That night, Jonghyun comes up to him and smiles. “I still haven’t given you my gift yet.”
Jinki wonders what on earth it could be, but when Jonghyun takes his hands and gives him a soft peck on his lips, his brain loses the ability to think and his stomach does flips. His feelings are mutual.
v. They are on their way to their next schedule, and Jinki’s excited. He’s been at so many by himself, that sometimes, it feels like he’s not part of SHINee anymore. He sits next to Jonghyun and smiles at him because they’re almost there and he’s excited. He runs across the street as soon as they get out of their van, and then he hears someone call his name and push him away. He looks back and Jonghyun’s bleeding, bleeding so much, and Jinki gathers the lifeless body in his arms.
He cries and he cries, and even when he doesn’t know how to cry anymore, he continues to cry, because it was supposed to be him, and god, why wasn’t it him, why?
He hugs Jonghyun’s body closer to himself, as if his life depended on it, because, really, Jinki’s life did depend on Jonghyun. Of all things Jonghyun has done for him, Jinki’s not grateful for this one, and he feels his heart break.
Stormy Nights; Hyunseung/Thunder (MBLEAST); 421 words; pg
A/N: another crossover! this one isn't as weird though, haha. Thanks to room137 and kueteel for helping me pick the pairing! i love you both so much<33
Everyone knows that Beast and Mblaq are close. After all, they did debut around the same time. Mir and Dongwoon were close because of the very beloved ’91 line, and Seungho and Junhyung were close since they graduated from the same school.
But even so, every time the Mblaq boys would come to visit Beast backstage when they weren’t active and Beast was, Hyunseung would find it awkward. Yes, he was glad that they were close to another group and yes, he was glad that they were close enough for them to come visit them and support them even on their day off. But it was just... awkward.
Hyunseung knows why he thinks it’s awkward though, and to him, it just makes it even more awkward. It was Thunder, and Hyunseung feels nervous to be around him, because there would be butterflies in his stomach and his heart would speed up and skip beats.
He was jealous, jealous of Mblaq because well, they just seemed to go so well together, with Thunder, and Dark Clouds Seungho and Rain. It just all seems to go well.
The Mblaq boys were over at their dorm that night celebrating their win on M Countdown and after a while of the awkwardness, Hyunseung leaves the room to go to the balcony, glad that he can slip away without being noticed.
It didn’t take long before he heard the balcony door open and close and he turns around, becoming face to face with Thunder.
“Um, hey” He manages to cough out, because the words seem to not want to come out.
“Why are you out here alone?”
“Ah, well, hm...” He tries to come up with an excuse, any reasonable excuse, but nothing seems fit for the situation.
“You know I worry about you.” and then he smiles that smile, that cute innocent smile, and Hyunseung can’t refuse telling him the truth.
“I guess I’m just a little jealous... seeing you get along so well with everyone now, and I guess well... Mblaq goes so well together. There’s you, and Rain, and Seungho with his dark clouds, and it just seems so... perfect.”
Thunder smiles again and wraps his arms around him.
“Oh hyung, you’re so silly. Well, then, would you make the perfect storm with me and be the lightening to my thunder?”
Hyunseung smiles and hugs him back, and they stay like that even when it starts pouring hard, and then there’s a flash of lightening, quickly followed by a loud crash of thunder.