nevermore
Quote the Raven "Nevermore". Today is harder than the rest. He looked at the messages, the ones I've left, the ones I never thought he would read. It hurt because I know he read them but he left nothing behind well nothing but a new picture for his profile and a new name deletedaccount wo... I think it finished won't be back. :( :'( This is worse because now I know I really did mean nothing. Love is pain and I'm stuck in love.
Sadness grips my heart
Like the grip of death
The beating stops but only a moment
My heart can't let death win, no
That would be easy, easier than life
My heart beats as the pain travels from my heart to my eyes
The pain travels the length of my cheek
The pain drips from my chin
The pain is everywhere
When you look into me it is the pain you see
Love is the pain in me
I know it hurts it will always hurt but I truly hope he is a happy that is all I want for him. So I will not ask I will not beg I will hold my tears in my hands I will break a little every day I will feel the life in my body hold to nothing because loving him is my hell and my heaven you might laugh at the thought but it is true though I never reached the pearly gates I know it's out there and I was close to it if only to see it, it was worth this hell he is worth it. I'm done though he truly was the one there is and never will be anyone else. My virtual pleasure is over, sure I'll chat with some ppl but none there not in our place none in private it will only ever be him. Quote the Raven "Nevermore"....
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Sadness grips my heart
Like the grip of death
The beating stops but only a moment
My heart can't let death win, no
That would be easy, easier than life
My heart beats as the pain travels from my heart to my eyes
The pain travels the length of my cheek
The pain drips from my chin
The pain is everywhere
When you look into me it is the pain you see
Love is the pain in me
I know it hurts it will always hurt but I truly hope he is a happy that is all I want for him. So I will not ask I will not beg I will hold my tears in my hands I will break a little every day I will feel the life in my body hold to nothing because loving him is my hell and my heaven you might laugh at the thought but it is true though I never reached the pearly gates I know it's out there and I was close to it if only to see it, it was worth this hell he is worth it. I'm done though he truly was the one there is and never will be anyone else. My virtual pleasure is over, sure I'll chat with some ppl but none there not in our place none in private it will only ever be him. Quote the Raven "Nevermore"....
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