Utterly endless spiral of depression

[captn_dramatico]

Yes, I'm going to be complaining for a bit.  But if you read it, you'll see that I have every right to complain.  Especially since this a LiveJournal and if they weren't created to allow one an outlet in which to dump their feelings, then why were they created?  List of crappinesses done to Jody:

1.  Baby Sister/Confidante/Best friend/Only person

Comments

[kendydriller12]

We're all going to miss Amy. She's like a sister to me, but I've had two sisters leave for college, one to a diferent state, and I promise that it gets easier. I missed my sister a lot in the beginning but it lessened as time went on. I assure you that AIM was invented for this very reason. I know I'm probably not helping much, but I want you to know that it will be okay.

Now I really do know how you feel. In a little over a week, my best friend will leave for college. In another country. I don't even want to think about what it's going to mean for me. I've never held anything from him and I can't think of what I would do without him. He has always been there to offer advice and I'm going off to college now without many people I know around me. In the midst of having difficulty with the person who would normally be considered my best friend, someone who has always been there is leaving me. I'm sorry I can't tell you that this is going to get easier, I don't know that one myself.

:( <3

[captn_dramatico]

You're such a sweety. The thing about the smoking guy is that I fell in love with him before I knew that he smoked. I knew him for a long time before I found out he smoked.

[kendydriller12]

Get him to fall madly in love with you to the point where he would do anything for you, and then tell him you'll leave him if he doesn't stop smoking. :) Or...yeah that's all I've got.

[captn_dramatico]

Hahah!!! Alright.

[kaeda]

Oh Jody...

I know how you feel. Except, instead of everyone leaving me, I left everyone I knew and loved behind. It is unimaginably hard and all I can say is it probably gets easier with time. I've never had someone move away from me; I've always been the one to move away, so I can't really offer advice, except that the best friend I've ever had is going to be in Oregon and I'll be in NY state with her boyfriend. -.-

Michiko and I have been calling each other every day and IMing, and generally keeping in touch, and that's basically all the advice I can offer; stay in touch. Keep talking. Call each other. Distances suck, but you can lessen them. And remember; where there's an ending, there's always a beginning as well.

[captn_dramatico]

Right, that's all well and good, but it's during the summer. You can talk that often during the summer. But what about when she's off doing college stuff or can't talk much cuz she has butt loads of homework? Then what's the use of IMing if she doesn't have time to answer?

[kaeda]

I really don't know the answer to that, because I haven't actually experienced it yet, but I have to admit I'm worried too, especially since I'm NOT going to college next year.

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[captn_dramatico]

:( Don't worry. Why aren't you going to school next year?

[mel06]

IM. IM IM IM. 9 months out of the year im 3000 miles away from my mommy, and 500 from my sister and boyfriend. it makes me sad, but im getting through it, and i know that since youre a much stronger person than me, if i can do it, so can you!

<3

[turbogallop]

Don't do that to yourself! Seriously now, it breaks me heart it does. By the way, I appreciate the platonic clarifications hahah awesome

[captn_dramatico]

Alright. This makes me feel better. With the exception of the Carnation thing because I know YOU would love it out there, but I can't stand old things and we're moving into a creeky old barn. GREAT!!!!!

[redlettervox]

aaw, jody, i love you! i know it's impossible to replace amy, cuz after all, she is AMY, but i promise i will do my best to fulfill the role as jody's little sister... :)