Ghost pt3
Eventhough most blogs lately have been upbeat this one has to be posted because well fuck! Its just how I feel.
Lately I feel as if since I went out for medical leave that to most of my "friends" I've been forgotten. Because for the most part, aside from Missie, Nicole, Jon and Craig I haven't heard a peep from anyone else. Not even a "Hi!" Nothing, zilch, nada. And it is honestly in my opinion truly fucked up.
I mean these are the same people whom I'd practically give my life for and bend over backwards for and now that I'm hurt and not around, I don't count.
I do hate these feelings too because I do love my friends, I'm just starting to doubt if those feelings are mutual for most of them.
I'm turning off comments to this entry because I don't even want to hear any excuses if I even get any.
Just remember when I'm not there for y'all in the future I'm just repaying back the treatment I received.
Lately I feel as if since I went out for medical leave that to most of my "friends" I've been forgotten. Because for the most part, aside from Missie, Nicole, Jon and Craig I haven't heard a peep from anyone else. Not even a "Hi!" Nothing, zilch, nada. And it is honestly in my opinion truly fucked up.
I mean these are the same people whom I'd practically give my life for and bend over backwards for and now that I'm hurt and not around, I don't count.
I do hate these feelings too because I do love my friends, I'm just starting to doubt if those feelings are mutual for most of them.
I'm turning off comments to this entry because I don't even want to hear any excuses if I even get any.
Just remember when I'm not there for y'all in the future I'm just repaying back the treatment I received.