I'll never understand why I seem to fall hard and easily towards any potential partner that shows any sort of caring in my direction. It is like a sickness, even if I know the person obviously feels nowhere near how I do or is even right for me in general. I fall and I fall fucking hard ( Read more... )

I just deleted all of my dating profiles for no real reason actually. Just didn't feel like having them anymore. Now I'm thinking of even deleting this cause I think I'm only talking to myself anyway.

I am Jack's missed opportunities.

Spitting up blood after throwing up. One of my many "joys'

This time of year always fucking blows ( Read more... )

too many weeds in the flowers ( Read more... )

Retarded ( Read more... )

In about twenty four hours I will return "home". Back to an apartment I now will live in alone. An apartment I now have to pay everything for on my own. In essence I'm fucked. But if you see me in person or ask me, I'll probably deny it or hide the fact of how totally screwed I am. If I'm lucky I make $300ish a week. That is how much my rent is a ( Read more... )

She's not leaving me?

She left me