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Click to viewWow. 2009 is gone. I kind of miss it. It had its ups and downs. Although I came nowhere near to my resolution to make out with someone/and or lose my virginity. I know it sounds pathetic. Dr. Halpin thinks its unlikely I'm going to meet a girl, and take her to junior prom in the remaining months; which makes me sad to think that way. I don't want to go with a friend as friends. I want this to be a romantic night and it dosen't seem like its going to fucking happen. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fucking fuck.
I need to smile more. Fuck. I need to learn how to practice how to smile without forcing it. People think I'm stoned or angry. Usually I'm just thinking. Perhaps that has something to do with my female troubles.
Well new years.
Next post. (Which I'll post today))