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kevin just sent me the most horrible email....
so i guess you and eric are never getting back together. he doesn't want to
or something like that. all i said was hey whats up.
he said eric told him all this on the way home yesterday. wtf! i can't believe that cuz eric called me over. eric wanted a back rub. he was fine when kevin wasn't there. he said "we should go swimming" then all of a sudden he didn't want me to touch him. and why the fuck would he say any of that without someone bringing it up first. now eric won't answer my messages.... what the fuck did kevin say now. i can't take this. hes lieing so everyone. this hurts so much. why can't he let eric say it. i feel so.. just like.... someone shot me or something. i don't totally beleive him but i can't help but get upset. i really want to fucking die. kevin has lied so many times but htis still worries me. why does he fuck everything up for me? if eric feels this way shouldn't he be the one to tell me. i wish kevin would die. why the fuck am i being punished still. i want eric, not kevin. now kevin's going to make it so we can't even be friends. someone help me
so i guess you and eric are never getting back together. he doesn't want to
or something like that. all i said was hey whats up.
he said eric told him all this on the way home yesterday. wtf! i can't believe that cuz eric called me over. eric wanted a back rub. he was fine when kevin wasn't there. he said "we should go swimming" then all of a sudden he didn't want me to touch him. and why the fuck would he say any of that without someone bringing it up first. now eric won't answer my messages.... what the fuck did kevin say now. i can't take this. hes lieing so everyone. this hurts so much. why can't he let eric say it. i feel so.. just like.... someone shot me or something. i don't totally beleive him but i can't help but get upset. i really want to fucking die. kevin has lied so many times but htis still worries me. why does he fuck everything up for me? if eric feels this way shouldn't he be the one to tell me. i wish kevin would die. why the fuck am i being punished still. i want eric, not kevin. now kevin's going to make it so we can't even be friends. someone help me