if i went to degobah, would you try a find me?
so, if everything i say brings an argument, and i feel i have to defend my existance and thoughts and beliefs, maybe i should just change. give in.
the past few days i have found myself on defense multiple times... is it because im being overly sensitive, or is everyone truly out to get me?
these arent gigantic problems, or anything worth any amount of extensive worry. just my thoughts. lately ive felt the need to actually use this cyber documentation to its fullest potential. actually its fullest potential would be to creat another screen name where i can be more open, but eh...
regardless, i can remember thinking at least once today "is everyone mad at me?... why?" maybe everyone just realized how lame i actually am, that im not really worth the effort to hold back what their true thoughts are anymore. that theyd rather just let it all out, and point out the inconsistencies of my speach. the unimportance of my rants.
or maybe i should just not listen to so much heavy music.
the past few days i have found myself on defense multiple times... is it because im being overly sensitive, or is everyone truly out to get me?
these arent gigantic problems, or anything worth any amount of extensive worry. just my thoughts. lately ive felt the need to actually use this cyber documentation to its fullest potential. actually its fullest potential would be to creat another screen name where i can be more open, but eh...
regardless, i can remember thinking at least once today "is everyone mad at me?... why?" maybe everyone just realized how lame i actually am, that im not really worth the effort to hold back what their true thoughts are anymore. that theyd rather just let it all out, and point out the inconsistencies of my speach. the unimportance of my rants.
or maybe i should just not listen to so much heavy music.