Jan 23, 2006 11:08
This past weekend turned out better then i could imagine. nothing spectacular happened, and i didnt have any wondeful days but it was good. friday i was off work. i ended up sleeping about 12 hours which needed to happen, stress can make you so tired and drain you. then i pretty much hung out at bean street all evening. went to Bearno's for dinner with Terry, Mike, Sarah and Brad. it was alot of fun. day 1 of thinking
saturday i went to the library after waking up to do some much needed homework. mostly Psy stuff. and, of course, after i went to Bean Street. i finished my homework and went to see Brad at work. then me, Brad and Terry went to Logans for dinner. I had a big ass burger that was very very good. Jordon and Sarah also came over and we watched some MST3K...it was almost too hilarious. "stop it!" "goodnight fish" you would have to see it to understand. day 2 of thinking
sunday i declared a PJ day. did laundry, make cookies, and cleaned. then i ended my weekend with the watching of my shows. Brad called me too, about the only person that did. day 3 of thinking
i have hung out with him everyday this weekend, and he called me at least once a day. we have been spending alot of time together and im begining to think of think other than friendship. but am i spinning something out of nothing??? am i hoping for the feelings that i wish were there? then there is the other one, someone i see from afar and hope they see me, he was in my apartment and i got that old high school giddiness and stupidity "he sat right here in my apartment!!!!!" u know the feeling. and then the one i want to figure out but cant for the life of me...hell all of them i cant read for shit, i dont know what they are thinking, or if they even see me in that way, or if they have had a change of heart.
im almost tempted to go onto Match.com and ask Dr. Phil what to do. i was gonna try that find your soul mate in 90 days but i guess the dont do that. must have been to many lawsuits or something. "he isnt my soul mate, u lied to me!" hehe, that would be a funny headline "Match.com cant find your love"...isnt it a dating site? ah well.
i guess i will just drone on my way through my education till i get out and get a job...like terry said ill probabaly end up marrying a teacher. summers off together to travel, bitching about the american school system the whole way. " no child left behind my ass"
couple people i hope to see today. im almost out of cookies though...i guess ill bring that other bag tomorrow.
day 4 of thinking.